I'll go up against a tank with a shank for my dreams and thats my fuckin word

shit

2007-02-13T01:07:41Z

i have a 4 page paper due tomorow n i havent started yet. i get out of work at 9, so i wont start it untill i get home (10 pm) shit im not gonna sleep tonite hahahahahah but w/e.

shit work is loong but i cant stop laughing cuz i just got a customer on the line whose last name is maccaroni hahahahahhahaahahaha

this weekend was the shit btw. hookah bar 2 nights in a row, chillin with friends, graffiti, falling more in love, chillin with family. couldnt get any better. everytime i get to work i feel good but by the end of the day i feel irritated by all the customers. all their stupid cuestions and remarks and their lack of patience. but its all good cuz me n matty email eachother at work about the stupid customers we have n laugh uncontrollably.

damn it. soo many calls comming in, its taking me forever to write this entry. also, i cant get up to go piss cuz of all the calls commin in.

shit its only 7:40 and i get off at 9 pm!!! shit im gonna go crazy i swear

i hate when customers cal to place an order n dont have their shit together. thats it for now

peace

esergraforange @ 2007-02-04T23:57:00

2007-02-05T05:13:56Z

this weekend was awsome!!!! friday night partyin it up with the GSS crew. man it had been a looong time since we were all together like that. saturday i had to work, but that nite we all partied it up at seans. that shit was fun molesting sean like we always do hahahaha. sunday was bad ass. me n layla went to the freedom expression wall at NC state to tag, n there was the wall covered in blue. someone had painted over the graffiti, so the walls were blue, and CLEAN. so i hit up, taking up most of the wall. layla even got into it n helped me out. her tagging name is "Lime". i layed my piece down as i said before, taking up most of the wall. i had messages on it like "fighting for peace is lke fucking for your virginity" and "BUSH: pull out like your father should have" and "the only bush i trust is my own". then when i finished layla n me left to the car cuz i wanted to get a camera. after buying one, i ran back to the wall to take pics, but i decided to add a lil more to my piece. then as i was tagging more, i discovered who painted the walls blue and yellow. 3 girls walked into the tunnel, and saw me and went " Oh my god!" i thought they were offended by the bush comments (north carolina being majorily conservative, unfortunately). but it turned out, they were talkin to themselves about how someone was writting over the blue n that they couldnt use it now. i guess some club painted them so they could use it. hahahaah so now they have a blank yellow wall, and on the other side is a blue wall, most of it taken up by my piece. hahahaha they stood there waching me, angrily, but no one said anything. by the time i left, the WHOLE club was there, staring at me. they came running, but didnt say a word. as i left, i looked at them, smiled and said "peace out!" hahaha. one of the guys from the club was giving me dirty looks so i steped up n said "whats up homie" in a confrontational voice, but he said nuthin n moved outta the way. hahahaha i know that club hates me now. well i already wrote too much n im sleepy. goodnite

p.s

i cant wait for the weekend, so i can hit up more graffiti n party it up with the homies. n ofcorse my love, layla

school,work

2007-02-02T04:27:46Z

friday. school n work. then enjoy the weekend. sort of. workin saturday, but partyin it up GSS style, like only we know how to do. cant wait. good nite beyatches

im sick of this

2007-02-02T02:06:18Z

im sick of not having money. im sick of doing bad in school. im sick of my procrastination. im sick of feeling so empty sometimes. im sick of all this anger that i have, im sick of feeling so confused about things. im sick of making layla sad n making her feel bad when its not her fault. for some reason im not good with words when i speak, so i say things the wrong way, always. i always keep shit to myself, wich is prolly now taking its toll on me. so much shit is keeping me down right now, n i dont know why. i fell like im about to explode. i have some paper due for class tomorow n i havent started it yet. things never go my way, i thought i would have gotten used to this feeling by now. sometimes i wonder how it is that i have the wonderful girlfriend that i have, or the great friends i have (u guys know who u are). i cant even come up with the words to describe how i feel right now. at times i just want to be alone to think. is that so wrong? some one very close to me is sick, and im powerless to help her. im not good at life, at all. so many different thougths are circling in my head, at times i dont know whats real anymore. im overwhelmed with stress, anger, sadness. but also love. i love u so much n u dont know how good u are to me. the little time i get to see u is heaven. you know exactly what to do n everythig goes away. i hate leaving your side because thats when reality kicks in. I LOVE YOU. u know who u are baby. living shouldnt be this hard. but what can you do? just smile at everyone and pretend that everything is ok.....

work

2007-02-01T00:08:00Z

im at work now. damn i swear i havent been this bored. well sort of. im sitting here sketching ideas for a new bomb (slang for tagging. im no terrorist). haha i got like 3 rough sketches that im think of hitting up soon, hopefully out of the tunnel this time. im down as fuck to plaster raleigh in graffiti, but i gotta be faster so i dont get caught. but they say practice makes perfect, maybe it will make me fast too. damn i feel stupid posting stuff like this, but i guess its somethin u get used to. well whatever. i guess imma get back to drawing. peace niggas

weird

2007-01-31T03:50:34Z

how even though i work i still got no money. how things seem to work for most people but not me. but my girl makes all those things go away as soon as i see her. i get paid tomorow, so thats somethin to look forward to. now i have money to get a much needed oil change, and pay off the court cost that was due like last week. hahaha this is my first journal entry crap, so w/e.

peace beyatches